so there is this boy i like, lets call him,,, Cody. and this Cody boy has been dating my FRIEND mikey, and lets just say Mikey was OBSESSED with me and really wanted to date me {i was uninterested} but then those two got together, and i find myself [lately] falling faster and harder for him-Cody. but after my last relationship with [a$$hole] and its been very hard to trust anybody after our huge Break-up. and it seems all these feelings i have been suppressing since then are coming back whenever i hang out with Cody.
i really like Cody and he likes me, but he loves mikey. hmm... we can ALL see that their not going to last they fight constantly and they have only been dating for like not even two months. i am a much better match for Cody and i want to give him the world.

i am the kinda boyfriend that i want to give you the world, and make all of your dreams come true. i wanna bring him flowers for no reason at all. i wanna fall asleep in his arms and wake up staring into his eyes...[oh thats the other thing, i can't look into his eyes very long because i find myself falling even harder for him and its hard to look away.] i cannot stand around watching the one i love, love somebody else. doesn't he know thats torture, but more than anything he still wants to keep me as a friend.

SERIOUSLY

were stuck in the [friend] stage in this whole thing.
i find myself enjoying a nice drink now and then just to escape this false reality i wish to overcome.

FML