so there is this boy i like, lets call him,,, Cody. and this Cody boy has been dating my FRIEND mikey, and lets just say Mikey was OBSESSED with me and really wanted to date me {i was uninterested} but then those two got together, and i find myself [lately] falling faster and harder for him-Cody. but after my last relationship with [a$$hole] and its been very hard to trust anybody after our huge Break-up. and it seems all these feelings i have been suppressing since then are coming back whenever i hang out with Cody.
i really like Cody and he likes me, but he loves mikey. hmm... we can ALL see that their not going to last they fight constantly and they have only been dating for like not even two months. i am a much better match for Cody and i want to give him the world.

i am the kinda boyfriend that i want to give you the world, and make all of your dreams come true. i wanna bring him flowers for no reason at all. i wanna fall asleep in his arms and wake up staring into his eyes...[oh thats the other thing, i can't look into his eyes very long because i find myself falling even harder for him and its hard to look away.] i cannot stand around watching the one i love, love somebody else. doesn't he know thats torture, but more than anything he still wants to keep me as a friend.

SERIOUSLY

were stuck in the [friend] stage in this whole thing.
i find myself enjoying a nice drink now and then just to escape this false reality i wish to overcome.

FML

Why is it when the ones we need the most are the ones we never want to see?

sometimes i continue to stare at my computer screen trying to make it send me an email while i am at school. thats how i succumb and get beat by my own boredom.

and another thing why is it i come to this [insert insulting name] called a school for 8 hours just to sit on my butt and do absolutely nothing?

Dear Bloggers,
please tell me if I'm wrong, but last time i check being a skanky hoe does NOT make you attractive AT ALL!
if i was a woman i would not be into wearing [insert slutty clothing here] that lets all of my personal "woman business" hang out.
but on this same not i think that men occasionally also have this problem, they should not go out wearing their little 'banana hammock' ESPECIALLY if they have a small ... [insert sexual term]

when i grow up and have children i would rather not go out into public and see a guy with his junk all twisted in his man thong and then try to explain to my children that I'm laughing at how small his [insert sexual term] is.

Last night me and this boy i liked were talking hardcore about how the love of my life and how i was crushed and BLAH BLAH BLAH. people lets face it, there is no such thing as love, its all just an illusion, life would be so much easier if you replaced all boys with chocolate chips...the Hershey's kind...not the nasty surefine imitation Hershey's. GAG!

"my hearts a Stereo, it beats for you so listen close."

i am presently sitting in my senior computer class, we are learning about e-mailing people with our PERSONAL E-MAIL! how exciting!... and by exciting i mean boring.
so here i am,, blogging .


Now lets all be honest here, am i the only one who does not poop? i mean i have never once used a toilet or facility in my entire life. it worries me slightly being the fact where does all my FOOD GO!? i mean i am very skinny and such but i am slightly confused.
does it like just Disappear, or does the magical poop unicorn swoop in and STEAL MY FECES? like seriously whats going on with me?

HELP!

Parental Control!!!

so as we all know i am 17 years of age, and i am a Senior in hight school. i also pre-occupie my time, not with friends and quality time, like most teenagers do. no not me, instead i am either studying, or working at one of my two jobs or pulling a double over the weekend. My parents know i drink and have now begun to let me drink at home with them and this is all fine and dandy but they also think that now that school has started back up again that i  must have a ten o'clock curfew,,, SERIOUSLY? i can drinkk, work two jobs, study, and still barely find time with my friendws and must have a curfew? seriously? they are "threatening" to take away my jeep that I PAID FOR!? hahahahahaha! funny right? their argument... well pay for your gas and insurance then... I DO PAY FOR MY GAS! and they have never asked me to pay for insurance. anybody see the problem here? i pay for my own gas and paid that jeep off all by myself with no help from them. the jeep is in my dads name souly on the fact that i am not 18 yet. WTF?! THEY WANT THAT JEEP? THEN THEY CAN GIVE ME MY FUCKING MONEY BACK FOR IT! kthanks.
it is now 1:19 a.m. and i have to wake up for school in approximately 6 hours and yet here i am, blogging. Life is awesome.
well until later, night.
-Rocky